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the 'Fist' & the 'Pacifist'
Though my soul may set in darkness, it shall rise in perfect light,
I have loved the stars too fondly, to be fearful of the night.
Monday, March 27, 2006
Unbeknown

White chics chewing the end of cigarettes,
Lil bong bitches, in ugly faded jeans.

Watching a movie, and thinking you'll change the world?

What do I need?
A blue sky vacation. Can't do those anymore.

Who am I?
40 Business cards in a plastic box.

Can I sing a sad song? Can I turn it around?

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Sunday, March 19, 2006
"Marriage is for women the commonest mode of livelihood... the total amount of undesired sex endured by women is probably greater in marriage than in prostituion."

Hmm...Bertrand Russell, interesting.

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Saturday, March 18, 2006
An account of the past week.

I am just over 24 hours away from Manic Monday.
My little vacation is over. Back to work Monday Morning :-(

So here goes the list of what took up my days,

1. Slept. Oh slept like a fat cat!

2. Had a two & half hour weekday lunch on Park Street with the G!
Calcutta Decadence people!

3. DVD Watch
Inner & Outer world of Shah Rukh Khan (yes I know you hate me now!).
I am a sucker for Star Power and all of that. On a serious note, like 'Inner World' very honest.

Reindeer Games (Charlize Theron/Ben Affleck)

A dozen loop holes, but quite entertaining.

Assignment, (Ben Kingsley)
Not crazy about it. But not too bad either.

8MM. (Nicolas Cage)
Nice concept. Lost the plot a bit, I thought.

Ronin (De Niro)
Hmm…a classic.

Iqbal (Nasseruddin Shah)
Very very neat! Many Messages, all at different levels.

4. Did the Yoga thing, twice a day as opposed to the customary once.
(Yes me the health freak!)

5. Invested in half a dozen Linen Shirts. Chennai here I come!

6. Promised to play golf every day, played just once. Darn!

7. Watched Cricket on the Telly,
Pak v. SL, Ind v. Eng, WI v. NZ, SA v. Aus
(Yeah this should have topped the list!)

And of course,

Bye bye love. Bye bye happiness
Hello loneliness.


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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Given a long enough timeline, your girlfriends ex's will become your best buddies.

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Thursday, March 09, 2006
You, Me & Stephen Stills.

"There are three things men can do with women:
Love them, Suffer for them, or turn them into literature"
- Stephen Stills


I have done it all - I never did a thing.
You were selfish - you gave all you had.
I have been strong - but weak in every other way.
You loved - and you lost.
I won - and the lights went out.

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Monday, March 06, 2006
Its getting crowded, lets get out of here...

One can make a career out of looking at the side mirror. The apparition of having moved on and the free will of backing up.


Sitting on a highway sipping a cold drink, she stuck to coffee. Coffee in a decorated khullar, promising to make the experience somehow "more ethnic".

I had never spoken about him, but the side mirror gazing brought it all back. His father was a forest official, who after spending decades in the Madumali forest reserve had been recently transferred to the Indo Bhutan border. We made plans - he would stop over at Calcutta and we would go up to the forest. Shack up at a forest bungalow. Wear round hats and drink whisky till we pass out on the reclining chairs. Listen to "Coming back to life...", in the death of the forest.

I went home soon after, for my twenty day vacation. When I returned, I heard the news from my roommate. He had died on the way to the hospital. The accident happened on the highway; they had to bring him to the hospital in a public bus. His mangled leg, bloody temple, blood squirting through his open mouth as he tried to speak. The bus stood at a traffic light waiting for green.

We placed his body in a coffin, packed it with salt and ice. Sprinkled mint leaves. He lay there oblivious of it all; a life not yet begun, of plans which would remain just that.

I sipped the cold drink which now felt warm and syrupy, cars and bikes had lined up by the shop. Din and bustle. Oily snacks and sweet coffee. Noise and Laughter.

"Its getting crowded, lets get out of here...", she said.

I started the ignition, that's probably what he had said too.


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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
You may call me Bobby, you may call me Zimmy...

You might be a rock 'n' roll addict prancing on the stage,
You might have drugs at your command, women in a cage,
You may be a business man or some high degree thief,
They may call you Doctor or they may call you Chief

But you're gonna have to serve somebody, yes indeed
You're gonna have to serve somebody.

Well, it may be the devil or it may be the Lord
But you're gonna have to serve somebody...

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The Ex & Next Thingie!

Heard this on the news,


"72% of people who reunite with an old flame find happiness and stay together."

That's quite a statistic!

The newscaster went on to say - "there is a certain comfort level in seeing someone who knew you 'way back when'."

Hmm, the ex & next thingie!

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